Dr Orthopaedic

Assalamualaikum..

Spe yg perasan, setiap kali tulis kat blig mesti bile da habis posting..kali ni lg satu mggu nak abes possting ortho

Pe yg nk di kongsikan hari ni adalah pengalaman awkward tapi benar yg berlaku dah last minute nk abes posting...haha

since hari ni hari examination clinical , so rajin la nak pegi 1 bed ke bed yg laen, tgk2 mane satu potensi pesakit yg bole keluar exam.. I pun pergi la katil mak cik ni..belum satu minit tanya punya tanya pasal leg ulcer dia, ttb muncullah satu makhluk Allah ni...DR N... dia plk terkejut lbih tgk ak dlm bilik tu..so dia ckp proceed2 w the history, i wont bother u..sbb nk psg branula kt pt.( pastu gelak evil)

Dan dgn automatiknya, I jadi blurr,,kelu lidah x terkata, nk ty ape pun mcm segan kut dpn doc ..so i paused la 30 secs...(zzzzzzZZZ)

suddenly he said " haaa, malu la tu nk tanya, cuak2 ek,ala2 malu la tu" gelak mmg evil ..haha

so dgn poyonye I berani kanlah diri nk ty auntie tu tnpa peduli dia yg tgh iya2 nk pasang branula, ble paused balik..mmg I kena bahan kauwww2 la dgn dia.. 

" tgk auntie dia malu dah tu,,, xle cakap ape2 dah, hahaha.." ( dlm hati ak..mmg rse nk gigit2 jee)
" Nama  siapa ek? he asked me.
I dgn x berperasaan pun I jawabla " A**** " ..( macam pelik giler tanya nama)
dah nak abes ek posting, he asked
I replied , " aaa, 1 week more,"

"okay la doctor, nak cari case laenlaaaa."..I said.
" its okay u proceed jela w history, n exmntn , importnt tau.., he replied.( bajet xnak kasi I bla supaya bole kena gelakkan lagi)
and mcm kenapa entah, I  stranded another 1 min  kt situ continue clerked the  auntie
last2 xle sbr 

thank u auntie, i go first, okay bye doctor N .....!!!!!( ***malu gile kena bahan ngn doctor yg suka maen dota tu...hahah)

during my way out pun dia siap bhn2 ckp malu la tu, malu la tuh...

Me:
Of course la malu doctor oiiii..I mmg seorang yang pemalu,,(hehehe)..kalu hang tua dah kawen, xpe gak, ni muda, single available, good looking...memang terkedu la nk ckp...n one more thing i need to find other case also..for exam..if at that time i was free,,comperm I bahan u balik ...kita gelak sama2 naaaa...

ape2 pun mmg best lah  minggu2 terakhir ku di ortho posting...

Hari ni paksa diri *

Assalamualaikum...

Hari ni saya banyak paksa diri :

1) Malam tadi saya terpaksa dgr panggilan telefon dari felo, nak bagi jawatan kat kolej ni..mmm penat tolak..still kena paksa..sampai saya minta masa utk beri kata putus...susah nk tolak org ni..but I stick to my decision..

2) Saya paksa diri pergi wad psychiatric utk follow up patient..lepas tegur2 skit, saya merelakan diri pergi bilik rekreasi wad psy utk watch movie 'Wreck it Ralph'..ternganga  semua yg lalu lalang kt bilik tu..patient ke??? sbb terlalu nk tgk sgt mvie tu, tebalkan muka lah..hehehek

3) masa tgh makan tengah hari, saya paksa diri makan laju2 sebab nk tengok ular sawa kat pokok sebelah cafe Santap tu...punyalah x menikmati makanan sbb teruja sgt ** mmg besar la..diameter lebih kurang 12 cm laaa...

4) Masa nk g kelas petang  td, terpaksa jalan laju2 sebab Hilmi kat belakang den...* apa kaitan pun tak tau...hoho...(kiranya xnk ksi dia potong la, mne bole lawan tauke)

5) ptg tu jugak , saya kuatkan smgt g bilik tv kolej, tonton astro Tia & Tamera...sambil makan waffle perisa coklat & peanut.. ! sedap...

6) Now saya tgh get ready utk study for my end of posting exam...PSYchiatry.....mmmmm,,,paksa rela kan..
                                                       Pray for my success ye..amin

p/s : the point is...saja ja tulis heading 'paksa'..but better word for it is 'ikhlas'..If we do something for the sake of Allah, we will gain pahala...lotsssss of it...if paksa ja,,  dpt penat je kan... so ikhlaskan hati ye dalam setiap perkara yg kita lakukan..

Cancer vs Elective

Assalamualaikum cinta !

Hi love, everyone who read this blog will be my love one... sweet kan...? haha.. how love can be easily spread to others..

today is the third week of my elective posting months...meaning there is left only 1 month for me to have a so called holiday before getting into really serious business... mmmm...which is the final year of MBBS ( my study course)..

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N= Now , excited2 to tell bout my experienced through out the period..

F=first of all, my elective posting title : "Malaysian Gynaecological patient's Knowledge , attitude & practice on consuming Medicinal plants & herbal product..."

S= second of all, rasa x thrill tulis dlm english plak..hehe... my expectation for number of patients would be 100 ( wrote in my proposal, but then  was changed to 200 by my supervisor...superb *** after all of her encouragement, I finally put a positive hope & aura into this project..

N= Next , everyday I targeted  around 20 patient to be interviewed , so total up to be only 10 days of elective posting and the remaining would be HOLIDAYYYY"...unfortunately , the highest number of lucky person to be interviewed just around 5 , and the lowest so far would be 2... 

A=at that time, i learned the meaning of little'/ sikit pun bersyukur= redha, doa mintak byk lagi...everyday is a hope..

P= one thing that i would not forget was when i was rejected by one of the patient, masa tu tgh struggle nk crik pt of the day,,tup2 air mata meleleh,,,muka dah merah2,,uncontrollable..betapa luluh nye hati time tu,,,,hahahahahak..pape pun sempat cover dpn pt dan trus berlalu pergi...malu betullah ***lps tu lega..dan xkisah pape dah

P=pengalaman kelakar, dgn mak cik N' umor 70 +++ ..pangkat nenek ...hehek.. ble di tanya ttg herba yg dia gunakan,,tup3 mcm poket doraemon, kluar sebijik2 herba yg dia ckp...mula2 pill apricot, then pisang kaki, and the best part ble nenek N suh ak makan & rase ...mmg terharu' lah sgt... terkulat2 muka ble makan,,,sedapp****..thanks nenek ,jasa dan lawakmu ku kenang..

Ini adalah biji apricot..NOw they made into capsule n pills..ubat yg dikatakan bagus utk treat cancer from most of my respondent.

this is Sabah snake grass, cara buat dia, rendam mcm teh and mix with apple utk sedapkan rasa.

B=Benda yg aku suka sgt ialah ble tgh hari , lps berjam2 berkejar2 dr clinic gynae> ward> day care chemo> ward> clinic , last kaki pun lenguh, kepala pun berat, pegi day care chemo balik...patient xde...ehem* ada couch empuk, bole di baringkan 135 degree, aircond, tv....nurse yg baek hati kasi tido...kroohhh333333....haha..1 jam..zzzzz..mmg plg bestttt ****

L= ble perut lapar bgun tdo..ade org offer plak mknn( the nurses and clerk),, nasi lemak lah, oren mandarin la...mmg tgh lapar kan , so dgn muka excitednye , I said  "  NAK, hehe ...rezeki hari ni " nom nom nom...

Give your support to a cancer patient... they deserve to be happy..

conclusion nye..:

  

semua yang berlaku ni adalah ketentuan dr ILLAHI, apa yg berlaku ada isi tersurat & tersirat ...Bak kata pepatah sapew entah, X KENAL MAKA X CINTA..heehehehekk...

sepi....

Sepi hati terjadi lagi

Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi

Biar senyum hadir di hariku

namun ini hanya ada di bibir

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti

walaupun yang lain mau mengerti

Namun berat beban hidupku

biarkan saja

Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku

penuh duri dan banyak ranjau

Butuh kesabaran yang penuh

untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara

bila hatiku telah bulat

Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua

aku tetap diam

sepi - yuni shara

Bila dengar lagu ni, tetiba mcm reflect diri sendiri... kepada yang berkenaan, minta maaf byk2. I did it for the sake of Allah, nak jaga hati diri sendiri , awak dan org lain.. 

Cintaku mestilah cinta yang bermatlamat,

bukan cinta yang mengikut nafsu dan keseronokan semata2,

Biar ramai yang berkata xlaku ke apa,

tapi aku tau ape yang aku mahu dalam hidup,

Semoga Ya Rabb sentiasa mengawasi dan monitor my decision.....

My Raya Gift- PANDORA luvluv3

Assalamualaikum....

tahun ni raya saya simple 2 je...sebab matlamat adalah utk mendapatkan ramadhan...ikhlas ckap ramadhan kali ni plg best sbb btul2 pulun habis-habisan .... bak kata org pecut memecut..sekejap acceleration, sekejap deceleleration...tp ape2 pun dah buat yg terbaek....fuhhh nak smbung lagi cerita syawal kali ni I simple2 je cz baju raya sepasang je..tu pun lps mak belikan kain, klu x mmg xnk bli baju raye pun..nk recycle je yg dlm almari...

and one most important thing, this year I dah x  mcm prev year yg ske tgkp gmbr sendiri or sikit2 tgkp gmbr reramai.....this raya if family pics I will join...hihi..tp yg tagging kt fb tu adela..cume di privatekan...

Kat umah mcm bse..kuih wajib kne bt ialah cornflakes madu meletop dan chocolate chips kelas kau timah....smua dah nk abes...hihihi...aktiviti harian di bulan ramadhan ngan mom...

And the best thing for this aidilfitri, i received PAndoRa's  bracelet and charm from my sister ...things I really wanted after seeing my sister  wore it...hehe..soo tadaaaa...I got it..Alhamdulillah ...this bracelet has a place where u can place the charm and this charm carries meaning depend on your occasion and moments... I hope I will collect lots of charm... mmmmm the problem is this charm is so quiet pricely..so mmmm... tunggu rezeki jela ...

the packaging

IF Nak Ksi besday present bagilah I ni...every charm give a meaning...

My first charm from my luvly sister for raya gift....the pink colour heart shape

Every charm tu carry meaning tau..if first born ke..beli la gmbr baby...

bestnye if I can make it as a collection

bila nk dapat nih yer? kih3

I LOVE PANDORA.....wink3

My New Mini Library

Assalamualaikum..

 Kali ni salam syawal ...Alhamdulillah, panjang umur dan di beri kesempatan oleh Allah utk menjalani ibadah ramadhan bulan lepas

@ berita gumbira kali ni, selepas menempuhi final exam MBBS fasa 3A, alhamdulillah, saya lulus...walaupun xlulus dgn cemerlang (distinction) tp lpas tu pun dah sujud syukur sesangat..... bak kata Wanis yg slalu ingatkan aku," Insyaallah dgn keberkatan doa di bulan ramadhan, kt akan lulus...bersangka baiklah pada Allah..."... kadang2 bila nk dkat putus asa time exam tu, ayat2 mcm ni amatlah membantu... Tenkiu Allah...

@ kedua , nak dijadikan cerita , tgh duduk2 tgk saluran astro, tup2 dpt idea nk beli book cabinet...idea julung2 kalinya dtg sbb my room have so many books....n di tambahkan dgn barang yg dr Klang tu, menjadikan bilik tu a bit messy... nk carik buku bacaan pun susah...abah simpan dlm kotak besar mcm aladdin n ltk plg bawaaaaaahhh sekali antara timbunan kotak2.....mmg agak tensen di situ...hahah... Ilham dr Allah kut.... Suke sgt2 sbb this is my dream to have my own library at home, yg ade pun mini library dkt living room je....so ingatkan ble kawen bole dpt , alhamdulillah, kali ni pun bole....gelek3 laju2..hihihi

Aktiviti pencarian calon2 yg sesuai bermula, i met with potential book's cabinet at Giant...but the delivery is 1 week later...(hati dah meluap2 nk kms bilik nihh...x sabor den di buatnyooo)... abah pun bg cadangan pegi kedai perabot..(amboi mcm nk beli perabot raya nmpk..hiihihi)....*sblum pegi siap berdoa dipertemukan dgn yg the best ( mcm carik jodoh plak...xpe2 tawakal)...Finally jumpelah idaman kalbu, harga pun not bad, so keluar duit sendiri laa......HEPYYYY SGT2 cz i spent my money to the things i am truly passionate....

@perasaan dia macam masuk rumah baru, aktiviti plg best susun buku...mmg dream came true laaaa.....waaaahhhh...

accessories yg menjadi tumpuan 

study book ..sebahagian sahaja ni

part of my ensiklopedia....

bacaan kerohanian..

novel

buku ina naim tu pun de...mmg bukan kerja I la...it's my mom's book

@tetapi, it tooks 3 days for me to finish cleaning my room...mana taknye... all my sentimental things has to be thrown out, buku2 lame2 (mase asasi dulu )mmg sedekah jela kt jiran sebelah (sob3)... Baju2 lame , banyak sgt2...fuhhh rase nk bukak gedung jualan...xyah byr,  bole kasi free je...hiihihi...And arrangement of the room pun kene pikir... at last, habes jugakk......AKIBAT DARIPADA ITU:

#saya berjanji akan cuba mengotakan janji saya utk tidak akan lagi bershopping baju..haha..
#dan berjanji akan cuba menjadi tidak sentimental terhadap brg2 dimana mne2 brg yg xjmpe selama 1 thun dpn mata, tp tersorok kt bilik , akan masuk dlm tong sampah,,
#dan berjanji tidak akan jd ladies dgn membeli beg2 tgn yg hnya akan menambahkan koleksi, kasut2 high heels, brg2 yg comel2...(oooooo xdakkk)....
#dan tidak akan pergi garage sales dan membelinya, or amik baju2 2nd hand kakak saya...SAY NO!!!!
#Bile berjalan kat shopping mall akan mengawal perasaan dan nafsu membeli ( haaa i'm good at it u know..haha)

Barang yg saya akan layan adelah seperti berikut:

1) Makanan , coklat , percutian berhari2 ke destinasi2 terkenal dunia...
2) Buku2 ilmiah
3) hadiah utk org len
4) Gadget2 electronic ( my ongoing dream ..)
5) album2 n picturessssss...
6) kucing2 jantan yg hots ..kih3..

Semoga Impian dan matlamat saya ini akan tercapai, bukan sbb berjimat ke hapa..(not at all) tp utk mengawal diri berbelanja and buy things which is not necessary..... HoWEVER,,hahahahah, mungkin hobby membeli ni bole smbung bile dah kawen n ade umah sendiri yang besaaaarrrrr kut..kah3...gurau jeeee....

when you're heart is no longer here?

When you're heart is no longer here? So where does it goes? Is it to someone else? Is it left in your house's cabinet ? Or it should be return to the one who qualify to own it? So where does my heart goes? 
i got headache also thinking bout this...hihihihihihihihi




The answer is,,,, no matter where your heart go wander around, as long as there is Allah in your heart , and most2 sweet, the greatest thing is if we have space in Allah's Heart.....  really syiok and grateful... Insyaallah...

Does our heart full of Allah or something else?

mood: Juz finished my eop's test... currently on two weeks of study weeks..hope i can catch up all that i have learnt this one year, & pass my exam with flying colours & blessed from Allah, my parents, sibling.... & yup3..rasulullah saw....Amin..